Saturday, August 15, 2009

i do love u..tayim=)



I know we are miles apart
I just want you to know you will always be in my heart
I always think of you
And I know you think of me
I will always remember you
when you go off to sea
We will always have each other
I am so glad you are my big brother
Your so sweet
And so caring
And when I need something
You are very sharing
Of all the big brothers in the world
I got the best
I look up to you in so many ways
I hope we are best friends
For all of our days

love you,cek anes!!



My dear sis,
you are the greatest there is,
And amazing in everyway.

I greatly admire and look up to you,
Each and every day.
You are always showing how much you care,
From your heart that is filled with love.
You are a beautiful Angel,
Sent from the heavens above.
I am the luckiest Sis in the world, To have grown up next to you.
We played and laughed and had fun together,
A great bond that has always stayed true.
Sis you are always in my heart & thoughts, And I am always sending you a hug and kiss.
You are my world and I love you so much,
Always and Forever...
Your Lil' Sis.

SPECIAL FOR LINA SYAZWANI ISA



Lyna,

Feel good when somebody Miss u.

Feel better when somebody Loves u.

But feel best when somebody never forgets u.

A friend is sweet when its new….but it is sweeter when its TRUE!

But u know what? Its sweetest when its you.

Flowers need sunshine, violets need dew, all angels in heaven know I need u.

years may fly, tears may dry, but my friendship with u will never die.

One day u will ask me: What is more important to you, me or your life? I will say: my life… You will walk away from me without knowing that U R MY LIFE!!!

A friend gives hope when life is low, a friend is a place when you have nowhere to go, a friend is honest, a friend is true. A friend is precious a friend is u.

If kisses were water, I will give u sea.

If hugs were leaves, I will give u a tree.

If u luv a planet, I will give u a galaxy,

if friendship is life I will give u mine.

People live People die

People Laugh People Cry

Some give up Some will try

Some say hi Some say bye

Others may forget YOU but never will I.

If I were to be anything in this world…. I’d be ur tears!!!…

So, I can be conceived in ur heart, born in ur eyes, live on ur cheeks & die on ur lips!!!!!

If u r a chocolate ur the sweetest,

if u r a Teddy Bear u r the most huggable,

If u are a Star u r the Brightest,

and since u r my “FRIEND” u r the “BEST”!!!!!!!!!

A special friend is rare indeed,it seems to be special breed,yes,perfect friends are very few,how lucky i am for having u...

They say it takes a minute to find a special person,

an hour to appreciate them,

a day to love them,

but it take the rest of your life to forget your love ones.

When God opened the window of the Heaven He asked me: What is your wish for today?

“I said : please take special care of the person i dedicate this!!!!!!!”

Time might lead me to nowhere and faith might break into pieces but I will always be THANKFUL that once in my life’s journey we became FRIENDS!

It takes half our life to find true friends & half of it keeping them.

I am lucky to have spent less than half my life finding you & wish to spend the rest keeping you.

In my life I learned how…

2 love 2 smile 2 be happy 2 be strong 2 work hard 2 be honest 2 be faithful 2 forgive

but I couldn’t learn how.. 2 stop remembering u.

I have seen things u only imagine to see… But I haven’t seen anything sweeter than u.

There r many stars but the moon is u,

there are many friends but the best is u,,

To forget me that’s up to u,,, To forget u I will never ever do.

U may be out of my sight, but not out of my heart,

U may be out of my reach but not out of my mind.

I may mean nothing to u but u will always be special to me!!

How can u tell the rain not 2 fall when clouds exist?


How can u tell the leaves not 2 fall when wind exist?


How can u tell me not to fall in friendship when u exist.?

Knowing a friend like u has made me happy in a million ways

And if Ever I Have to Let you go………..I would Find a million reasons to make u stay!!!!

If I m in hell & u in heaven,

I always look up & be proud of u.

but if I were In heaven & u in hell,

I beg God 2 send me down coz heaven wont be heaven without u.

Life is 4 u, death is 4 me,

being happy is 4 u, being sad is 4 me,

being together is 4 u, being lonely is 4 me,

everything 4 u but u r 4 me.

If I could pull down the rainbow

I would write ur name with it

& put it back in the sky to let everybody know how colourful my life is with a friend like u!!

Never say ur happy when ur sad…

never say ur fine when ur not ok…

never say u feel good when u feel bad… and never say ur alone when I m still alive.

Sometimes my mind asked why?

I miss u, Why?

I care 4 u, Why?

I remember u then my heart answered its simply b’coz you are a sweet friend!!

Lyna,

thanks for being there for me...

and thanks also for being you....

written by me with the help of aznal lutfi=)



Friday, August 7, 2009

HAVE YOU EVER NOTICED....

That no matter what, girls cant just be happy?

Like seriously. I dont know what it will take to make me happy for such an extended period of time that I wont find myself bitching about another thing to my friends. Either its what I want from my boyfriend that he isnt giving me, what I want to do that I didnt get to, about this friend or that, that I dont have enough ____ . Im just realizing that guys are right. Yes . I said it. Shocked?

You know how they always complain that girls are never satisfied? Well its so true. You can be happy in the moment. But there will always be one thing or another that you need to make yourself happier. Then, once you get it or it happens, you still want more !

For example, I just found this amazing song that I was totally in love with. But I overplayed it, and now I just want another equally amazing song. We take for granted what we have, and we miss it when its gone. I am going to try, once a day, to sit there and think about the things in my life that I am grateful for. Rather than the fact that I didnt get to go to Starbucks today and am stuck with damn powder hot chocolate. You know? At least I have the powder stuff! Its better than nothing! I know its the age old predicament we as females find ourselves in.. but we should just learn to accept what we have as amazing, when it is. And not have to wait until its gone to see it for what it is.

On a side not,my boyfriend flying to Perth tomorrow. I had a long talk with my boyfriend tonight.. and he made a few promises to me. Im really hoping things are going to change, guys. We had previously decided this trip would be a break for us. Im not sure where that stands now. I'll fill you in when I know.. I will however, be sure to keep a close eye on him. I am not just letting this go based on a few words promised in a sweet, loving moment.

I went down to the lake with a good friend of mine, took some pictures and goofed around.. Got my mind off all the bullshit for awhile. It was a kind of therapy for me. I cant wait to leave, clear my head and get some sense knocked into me! Woo Hoo!

Monday, July 27, 2009

HE SAID HE LOVES ME;I ASK WHY

Ha ha! The funny thing is, he said "You're probably going to blog about this, aren't you?" Anyway.

Before he left for Bangkok for his work, we were saying our goodbyes and I love yous.

Here's how it went:
Me:
I love you
Him: I love you too.
Me: Really? You really love me?
Him:
Yes, I really do love you, with all my heart.
Me: Why?

Then it became silent. He stuttered a bit.

Him: I love you because, ..., uh, UGH! Why do you have to put me on the spot like that?!?

Should I be upset that he can't tell me why he loves me? He didn't say anything for a long while. Approximately like 30 minutes. After that while, he hugged me. And we started talking again.

Him: Why are you so quiet?
Me: Me? You're the one that's been quiet! Ever since I asked you that question.
Him: I just don't want to sound like a idiot when I answer you.
Me: How are you going to sound like an idiot answering a question like that?

I felt like I was being sorta mean, but I was just messing with him because there shouldn't be a reason why he should stall on a question like THAT. Anyways, he attempted to answer but failed!

Him: I love you because you love me
Me: Ew! So you're saying that everyone that is in love with you, you have to love them back?
Him: No no! See, you're probably going to blog about this aren't you? Just because I can't answer your question
Me: Well it's a simple question! Why are you with me? There should be a reason you love me. You say "I love you" with no reason behind it?
Him: Can you tell me reasons why you love me then?
Me: I can tell you MANY reasons why I love you. And I wouldn't have to wait 30 minutes and stall just to answer the question.

Lol. Yeah, this conversation didn't really end the way I wanted it to. He told me little tiny things why he loves me. Like "Because I deal with his nerdiness" or some little things I do.

What do you think? Should I be upset that he couldn't answer the question like I expected him to? I was thinking that maybe he doesn't really know what LOVE really IS. We've been together for almost 2 years now. And I love him more than he will ever know. But I want the feeling to be mutual. Not just me loving him with all that I am, but him doing the same for me. At times I feel like maybe he likes the company/hugs/. But he doesn't really know the true meaning for love.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

ASNY LOVE HER FRIENDS

Friends.
A simple word isn't it?
It's uttered every day to almost every person imaginable.
Who are your friends?
I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to.
Now I realize that friends aren't that.
They are the people that touch your heart.
You could spend hours with them by doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life,just because it was with them.
They are the people you can share your secret with,cry with,laugh with,and just have fun with.
They don't judge you and make you change.
They accept you exactly as what you are.
They look at you and always see a great person inside you.
The one that they love spending time with.
You all share something in common and are tied together by memories,tears,laughs and smiles.
You are tied together by love for the other.
Friendship is the strangest but greatest thing in the world.
I find my time with my friends were the greatest and the best time i ever had.
And it will always be the same.
My friends are my heart,my soul,my fun,my laughters,tears,loves and my life...
LOTSALUV,asny

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

L.O.V.E to be Loved

HEY ITS ME AZNAL@Vhan: " well i love Asny more than anything i've ever loved anything before...shes so beautiful and she knows exactly how to treat me...id do anything for her and nothing will ever stop me from giving her one last i love u before she goes to bed...i love my shenny and i will kill anyone who tries to take her so yeah =] *mwah* i love u Asny.I'm yours u'll always be mine

This is hacked by Edy(not the boyfriend lol), this girl is like amazing :D. She randomly added me on myspace one day and i decided to talk to her :P. We pc4pc each other and thats how we really started talking xP. Shes like the coolest weirdo ever! Our conversations are really strange most of the time and that makes her fun to talk to :D. And no matter what she says about her looks i think shes very gorgeous :). It would be really cool if i could chill with her in person im sure we would have a blast :). So basically im saying that Asny is the shit and anybody that knows to her is lucky to know her :D

Asny! You're Fucking Awesome! I absolutly love our random conversations they make me nearly die of laughter. You knoww how to cheer me up when i need it. You're like my bestfriend only in a different state. So my long distance bestfriend I guess is what i'm getting at? ANYWAAYS If I had to pick someone to go kill mega dead zombies with knives i'd pick T-pain J/K It would totally be you! If i'd never met you i think i'd be an emo kid all the time no one has a sense of humor anymore cept you! And i think you're the cutest thing to walk the earth :D ! we're both awesome xD But I'ma Quit Rambling On About How Ah-mazinn You Are! I Loverz You Asny! -Edrean Abdullah



Peanut is telling the story of a pretty girl her name is Asny Saad. we sorta started talking but its like we knew each other forever shes like adorable and if you dont think so well ima jizz in you left nostral.any ways id get to know her b/c she pretty dam awsome id kick all my friends in the nuts juss to see her in my life,who ever lives close by her is pretty dam lucky cuz Asny is beautiful so you shud get to know her like now ,right now ,or eles ill jizz in your right nostral too (:Shafinas known as Peanut



this is my bestiee..
Asny my bestie... no one elses only mines =)i love Asny.. shes my bestfriend ever and we have been threw a lot but we got threw it. our friendship is unstoppable![[= no one & not anyone can ruin our relationship even the one who has taken her (Vhan)...=p we met a while ago and when i first did, i knew she would be in my life forever and ever.I luv u and i'll always do.
Uesof(VHAN'S REPLACEMENT)aha =p
Time: 2030
Place:Capt.Vhan's house

heyy , well i am Adeeba Aziz(Deeb) , and thiss amazing chick is Asny. we met a while ago , i dont really remember how lol , but i will never regret it. we barely talkedd , untill a little bit ago wehn we hadda little situation , but that brought us closerr , she tought me a lott , and i am really proud of how we turned out. any guy would be lucky to have her , but she is takenn lol and if he hurts her , im gonna have to kick somee booty hehe. she is a great friendd , and overall amazing , so if you dont know her then you are definatlyy missing outt on one greatt girl. -Deeb