talkin bout Asny!

Hi, My name is Asny.
I blow out my candles on November 7th.
I’m very hard to handle. I will frustrate you to the max.
I don’t take credit for anything because I don’t think I deserve anything I have.
I let people hurt me, and bring me down, especially the ones i love.
I cry, and i cry, and i cry. It’s what i’m best at.
I like to sit in the corner of the room and think with my knees to my chest.
I will always be there for anyone who needs me or is ever sad, it doesn’t matter how horrible you were to me in the past, i would rather be the sad one.
I am taken by Aznal Lutfi. <3. I Love him. I Have that one special person that makes me feel like everythings okay. And everytime I hear his voice I feel so loved and happy, but so afraid and scared to lose it all. My best friends are Uesof; He’s always been there for me to make me smile, and
Lyna(da best); Who helps me stand,Luv u tayunk!
Edrean Abdulllah; No matter what he’s been there to save me, and
Ady; He’s too funny NOT to be my friend, and he always cheers me up when I’m in a bad mood.
Yanu;the one that always smile and always looks great in 'selendang'..
Deeba & Peanut;rules my world.thanks for tke cre my captain=).
Edy;always fill out my space wif laughter..Well, i guess that’s it. I Have sooo manyy things in my life that you would never expect, soo get to know me. I’m always opened for chatting.

L.O.V.E again

I wrote this for someone that means the world to me.It tells everything or anything that love really means to me.It is actually symbolizes my love for someone that has beed there for me through the bad and even the worst time for me.

L.O.V.E

L, is for Laughter I give to you every day

knowing you will never go away

O, is for the Options we'll have when we are together

knowing our love couldn't get any better

V, is for the Vision I have of you

Knowing I'll never find anyone quit like you

E, is for Everything that is true I've ever said

especially when I said"I'm yours &U'll always be mine and we will be together till we're dead"

FOR SOMEONE THAT HAS A BIG IMPACT IN MY LIFE

Some days pass...
And I think about you,
Wondering if even sometimes you think of me too?

Never thought I'd be writting a poem again; For you
Just thought I was finally through.

But now I don't think I ever was,
I think, just mostly hopeing I could find another to trust.

But now I know It's *IMPOSSIBLE* too feel that compete again,
So I hope I can at least keep you as a friend?

Like I always told you...
No matter what happens in life, I'll always love you.
No ones perfect!!

IF HE COULD SEE...

When I was a child, I believed in fairy tales. I truly believed, one day, a prince would come along and rescue me.

Okay, even then I knew he wouldn't be an actual prince. But I still had an image in my mind. He would be strong. Intelligent. And incredibly handsome.

He would be the type of man who could slay dragons. When he put his arms around me, I'd feel safe. I'd feel protected.

I searched. Several times, I thought I'd found him but it was never quite...right. I never felt that sense of security that I'd always dreamed of. I began to give up hope. Fairy tales weren't reality. It was time to wake up and realize real men weren't heroes.

Then I met him.

True love is partly how you feel about the other person and partly how that other person makes you feel. When I'm with him, I feel like that beautiful princess. I feel loved, cherished. I feel like we can get through anything...as long as we have each other.

I wish, for just five minutes, he could see himself as I see him. He'd see that he's the most incredibly intelligent, handsome, charismatic man I've ever met. If he could see himself through my eyes...he'd realize what a hero he truly is.

He recently joked that I should write him into one of my DIARY. He didn't realize there's a whole lot of him in every hero I write about. So why is it so hard to write how I feel about him?

I'm a WRITER.

Ours wasn't a conventional romance. There were plenty of bumps in the road...and still are. Yet I never imagined I could love someone so deeply for so long. It seems my love grows deeper with each passing day.

I love the way he says 'I love you' at random moments.

I love the way he makes even the most mundane things fun.

I love the fact that everyone who meets him instantly likes him.

I love the way our gazes always seem to find each other, even when we're surrounded by chaos. I love the LOVE I see in his eyes when he looks at me...and knowing that love is reflected in my own.

I love the way his arms feel around me. The way he smells. The way his hand fits around mine.

I love so many other things I can't write here...because they're private...and because it's more information than any of you want to know anyway!

Most of all, I just wanted to say I love him. And to figure out why this blog was the most difficult of anything I've ever written.

Maybe some things just can never be put into words?

.::.MY RULES.::.

Current mood: amused

Okay I'm saying these rules now, luckily no one has broke any of them :)

1.) I can't tell you how many people stress about this but please type where.. I can read and understand it!

Good Example: "Hey Asny, how was that movie you went to last night?"

Bad Example: "hey Asny wuts ^? howz ru 2dayz? did u lik ur movie last nite?

Seriously,..Who wants to spend their time deciphering that message?

2.) If we're having a conversation and I disappear for a couple days then eventually pop up and answer, well that's normal and there's nothing I can do about it. So deal with it! (Sorry)

3.) Obviously I am NOT going to be on everyday 24/7 so be patient and I will get to you.

4.) Please do NOT insult/harass any of the people on my friends list/people roleplaying with me, I don't want to get chewed out because you have problems.

5.) My character or any other of them will NOT be dying so don't even try it, I'll tell you to bugger off, delete the message and block you. If Rape comes up it's not a big problem but If I've never talked to you and your character just walks up and starts doing shit, I'll block you.

6.) I'm not really fond of doing a private roleplaying scenerio's. On blogs? Sure. Comments? No problem. Messages? If only necassary.

7.) Please don't add me then like drop you're account later, at least have enought decency to take me of your 'dead' account's buddy list.

8.) If I make a mistake instead of leaving me a million comments bitching me out please be kind enough to send me private message and I'll try and correct it.

9.) We all have our boundaries and hopefully you'll learn them fast enough because I tend to have a quick and nasty angry side,

10.) I will not tolerate you pushing me into a relationship, I will go at my own pace and make a move when I feel the time is right.

11.) If I'm not in the mood to talk, I'll tell you and I hope you will listen and not push it. PLEASE DONT. Pushing me will result in blocking. I'm not trying to be mean, just honest.

12.) Most likely I will NOT whore you or comment more than on of you're pics,..unless I really like you.

That's all...For now

LOVERBOY APPLICATION=)

Current mood: calm

ABOUT YOU:
Full name:
Age:
Location:
Hair, color and style:
Eyes:
Height:
Weight:
Do you Drink and/or smoke:
Where do you personally like to go on dates:
Who are your three favorite bands:
How would you rate your kiss:
Are you a virgin:
Do you like the rain:
If so...would you play in it with me:
Do you play any sports (if so what?:
Would you ever cheat on me:
Would you ever lie to me:
What if it was a good cause:
Do you consider yourself to be: cute, fine, ugly, average, sexy, or no comment:


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT Me:
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Humor:
Manners:
Friends:
Decisions:


WOULD YOU:
Go out with me:
Give me your number:
Watch a movie with me:
Drive me somewhere private:
Be my bf/gf:
Take me home to meet your family:
Let me sleep in your bed if I didn't have one:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Hold my hand:
Keep in touch:
Would you give me a lap dance:
Would you like for me to give you a lap dance:
Would you call me right after we saw each other:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Ditch me:
Use me:
Tell me a secret and trust me with it:
Marry me:
Would you sneak out with me late at night:
How often would you just sit at home with me:
Would you ever stay up all night just to watch me sleep:


DO YOU:
Think I'm cute:
Want to kiss me:
Want to date me:
Want to hurt me:
Want to marry me:
Like me:
Hate me:


AM I:
Smart:
Beautiful:
Funny:
Cool:
Interesting to talk to:
Awesome:
Sweet:


HAVE YOU EVER:
Thought about me:
Thought there might be an "US":
Found yourself wanting to kiss me:
Wished I were there:
Wanted to ask me out:


WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I was hospitalized:
I got in a fight and you were there:

I got dumped:

I started crying:
If we got to the point in the relationship where I told you I loved you, what would you say: