12 JUNE for me

you:12 jun?what happened on 12 june?what so special to you asny?
me: I got a gift from God..greatest gift...so special for me..12 June 1984..even though i'm not exist yet on that date,but know what,God has create a really special gift for me...and I really2 appreciate that..Thanks to God=)
you:gift?what was that?(curious)
me:I even find it difficult to write it down for how do I portray to you the gift that I've ever had.Mere words cannot describe the qualities it show.I close my eyes and what I see inside the gift is someone I adore...`adore'..ya!that's the perfect word..
you:who?(again,curious)
me:

• no matter what I feel or what I do, I know in my heart that I can count on him.
• I've never seen him,heard him, or touched him.Those kind of chances are very few.
• so far away but yet so near.
• two souls intertwined, we are world apart..
• strangers,yet friends
• I see himself in the south,and me in the north,never together,never apart
• No matter what happened I still appreciate him as one of my friends..someone I adore
• I struggle and I search to try,to find some words anew..and yet I cannot capture all the things that makes him.
• I shall therefore be satisfied that he must simply know,just how I feel about him,for with words I cannot show.

Today is his birthday,so here's my wish for him and I do believe that If more than 12 people read this wishes,all the wish that I wished to him will come true in reality=)

• Your birthday deserves to be..erm...a national holiday=),because you are a special treasure for all that you’ve done.May the love you have shown to others return to you, multiplied.I wish you the happiest of birthdays,and many, many more,so that others have time to appreciate you as much as I do.Fresh air... fresh idea... fresh talent... fresh energy... i wish u to have a... special sunday.. marvellous monday... tasty tuesday... wonderful wednesday... thankful thursday... friendly friday... successful saturday... *have a great week ahead* happy birth day.=)..

Thanks for those who read it and thanks for make all the wishes come true in reality.. Thanks to God for the greatest gift that I ever had...Thanks to my blog for be the place for me to express all this...and the most important is,thanks to him for being himself=)


regards, asny
current mood:
time:9.42 a.m
place:my ouse(home sweet home)

HE WAS MY ESCAPE

never forget what they did to you
and never let them know you remember.

The fact that I'm just another girl hurts.
Not enough to shatter me, but just enough to break me.

If anyone calls you 'obsessed',
then they've never been in love.

He was my escape, and sometimes that can feel an awful lot like love.

when you laugh, be sure to laugh out loud because it will carry all your cares away. when you see, see the beauty all around you and in yourself. it will help you feel okay. and when you pray, pray for strength to carry on when the troubles come your way.

I can see myself waking up next to you,
your face being the first thing I see everyday
with that bed-head hair and that sleepy smile.

you never fall in love the same way twice.

now years seem to pass as we blink our eyes
maybe I was meant to be left behind

"If you love someone you say it, you say it right then, out loud. Otherwise the moment just..passes you by..."

Courage is what it takes to stand up and speak; Courage is also what it takes to sit down and listen.