Saturday, August 29, 2009


During my way to somewhere(secret)
These are the conversations between me & him...
who??asks`GUY' lorh...who else...=)

ME:Can i put your picture inside my blog?
HIM:No.(strictly saying)
ME:But, why?
HIM:Because I said no!
ME:But you are my `guy'.The one who has taken me!
HIM:Yes I am.I'm yours & you are mine(our `life blood' word)
ME:So,why must I can't put your picture inside my blog?
HIM:You can put my picture inside your blog,but...(suddenly his phone ringing..)
ME:(after a while, i continue asking) But why???
HIM:You can put my picture but after you said `YES I WOULD'

ME:What?in your dreaming...
HIM:So, would you marry me?
ME:I want to get married with someone who his picture all over spread inside my blog...I want everyone know that I've taken..and of your pictures inside my,about your proposal,...sorry,I can't accept...You are not the one...(not-in-mood)=(
HIM:(Before he stop his car and went inside the 7Eleven)He said:Whatever it is,always remember this,`I'm yours & you'll always be mine'...`no matter what the people say,I'm always inside there'..and please remember this,you don't have to tell all the people about our love,you & me is more than enough...we're the one who'll get married...not them...(Then he smile)
ME:(no comment)o_O...

To conclude:He always make me fell in love with him over and over again when `his word' out from his mouth...
almost forget,all these are the proofs about our`life blood' words..

Friday, August 28, 2009


Never realized about this...These are some of our words between me and aznal lutfi a.k.a vhan...all these words seems like to be our life blood...

  • i'm yours & you are mine
  • fine...
  • no matter what....
  • i'm always inside there....
  • really??
  • please.....
  • love me yes...
  • ask yourself first...
  • I love you because of your money
  • i want hilux
  • act as my gf@bf
  • would you...
  • you're an airlines pilot,that's why i love you..=p
  • you're not beautiful as a stewardess,that's why i love you=)
  • as you wish...
  • you first...
  • i want money
  • aha...`perut besar'
  • you're matured enough
  • I'm not old,I'm just matured
  • come over here
  • I'm on my way
  • call you back later on...
  • good care
  • LOL
  • you gotta be kidding
  • I'm not your wife....
  • I'm surrender
  • I do love you...
  • nope...
  • stop eating...
  • so,...???
  • I'm a materialistic
  • it's hot
  • don't...
  • give me your love,then I'll give you mine...
  • bye
That' s all for today...there's a long way to go.....=)
To conclude:both of us can be considered as `TALKATIVE'
current mood: cupid

Monday, August 17, 2009


I searched among the card displays,

to see if I could find,
A little something that would say
just what was on my mind.

However there was not a one,
that captured it just right,
For no one else can understand
just what I'd like to write.

I even find it difficult
to try to write it down,
For how do I portray to you,
this friend that I have found?

I close my eyes and what I see,
is someone I adore,
A person who is beautiful,
and even so much more.

Mere words cannot describe
the many qualities you show,
The love and caring nature that
you share with those you know.

Your kind and gentle temperament,
your sweet angelic smile,
Your softly spoken sentiments,
that will reach across the miles.

Your smile and laugh that sparkle with
the softness of your sighs,
The way your face lights up a room ...
that twinkle in your eyes.

The loving gestures through the weeks,
that quickly come to mind,
For always you've a gentle word
to calm and soothe I find.

I struggle and I search to try
to find some words anew ...
And yet I cannot capture
all the things that make you... you.

I will therefore, be satisfied
that you must simply know,
Just how I feel about you,
for with words I cannot show.

For Nadia.... She is a new friend in my life and I think that she is so awesome... Words could NEVER describe her! You just have to meet her!
really love u Nadia..

Saturday, August 15, 2009

i do love u..tayim=)

I know we are miles apart
I just want you to know you will always be in my heart
I always think of you
And I know you think of me
I will always remember you
when you go off to sea
We will always have each other
I am so glad you are my big brother
Your so sweet
And so caring
And when I need something
You are very sharing
Of all the big brothers in the world
I got the best
I look up to you in so many ways
I hope we are best friends
For all of our days

love you,cek anes!!

My dear sis,
you are the greatest there is,
And amazing in everyway.

I greatly admire and look up to you,
Each and every day.
You are always showing how much you care,
From your heart that is filled with love.
You are a beautiful Angel,
Sent from the heavens above.
I am the luckiest Sis in the world, To have grown up next to you.
We played and laughed and had fun together,
A great bond that has always stayed true.
Sis you are always in my heart & thoughts, And I am always sending you a hug and kiss.
You are my world and I love you so much,
Always and Forever...
Your Lil' Sis.



Feel good when somebody Miss u.

Feel better when somebody Loves u.

But feel best when somebody never forgets u.

A friend is sweet when its new….but it is sweeter when its TRUE!

But u know what? Its sweetest when its you.

Flowers need sunshine, violets need dew, all angels in heaven know I need u.

years may fly, tears may dry, but my friendship with u will never die.

One day u will ask me: What is more important to you, me or your life? I will say: my life… You will walk away from me without knowing that U R MY LIFE!!!

A friend gives hope when life is low, a friend is a place when you have nowhere to go, a friend is honest, a friend is true. A friend is precious a friend is u.

If kisses were water, I will give u sea.

If hugs were leaves, I will give u a tree.

If u luv a planet, I will give u a galaxy,

if friendship is life I will give u mine.

People live People die

People Laugh People Cry

Some give up Some will try

Some say hi Some say bye

Others may forget YOU but never will I.

If I were to be anything in this world…. I’d be ur tears!!!…

So, I can be conceived in ur heart, born in ur eyes, live on ur cheeks & die on ur lips!!!!!

If u r a chocolate ur the sweetest,

if u r a Teddy Bear u r the most huggable,

If u are a Star u r the Brightest,

and since u r my “FRIEND” u r the “BEST”!!!!!!!!!

A special friend is rare indeed,it seems to be special breed,yes,perfect friends are very few,how lucky i am for having u...

They say it takes a minute to find a special person,

an hour to appreciate them,

a day to love them,

but it take the rest of your life to forget your love ones.

When God opened the window of the Heaven He asked me: What is your wish for today?

“I said : please take special care of the person i dedicate this!!!!!!!”

Time might lead me to nowhere and faith might break into pieces but I will always be THANKFUL that once in my life’s journey we became FRIENDS!

It takes half our life to find true friends & half of it keeping them.

I am lucky to have spent less than half my life finding you & wish to spend the rest keeping you.

In my life I learned how…

2 love 2 smile 2 be happy 2 be strong 2 work hard 2 be honest 2 be faithful 2 forgive

but I couldn’t learn how.. 2 stop remembering u.

I have seen things u only imagine to see… But I haven’t seen anything sweeter than u.

There r many stars but the moon is u,

there are many friends but the best is u,,

To forget me that’s up to u,,, To forget u I will never ever do.

U may be out of my sight, but not out of my heart,

U may be out of my reach but not out of my mind.

I may mean nothing to u but u will always be special to me!!

How can u tell the rain not 2 fall when clouds exist?

How can u tell the leaves not 2 fall when wind exist?

How can u tell me not to fall in friendship when u exist.?

Knowing a friend like u has made me happy in a million ways

And if Ever I Have to Let you go………..I would Find a million reasons to make u stay!!!!

If I m in hell & u in heaven,

I always look up & be proud of u.

but if I were In heaven & u in hell,

I beg God 2 send me down coz heaven wont be heaven without u.

Life is 4 u, death is 4 me,

being happy is 4 u, being sad is 4 me,

being together is 4 u, being lonely is 4 me,

everything 4 u but u r 4 me.

If I could pull down the rainbow

I would write ur name with it

& put it back in the sky to let everybody know how colourful my life is with a friend like u!!

Never say ur happy when ur sad…

never say ur fine when ur not ok…

never say u feel good when u feel bad… and never say ur alone when I m still alive.

Sometimes my mind asked why?

I miss u, Why?

I care 4 u, Why?

I remember u then my heart answered its simply b’coz you are a sweet friend!!


thanks for being there for me...

and thanks also for being you....

written by me with the help of aznal lutfi=)

Friday, August 7, 2009


That no matter what, girls cant just be happy?

Like seriously. I dont know what it will take to make me happy for such an extended period of time that I wont find myself bitching about another thing to my friends. Either its what I want from my boyfriend that he isnt giving me, what I want to do that I didnt get to, about this friend or that, that I dont have enough ____ . Im just realizing that guys are right. Yes . I said it. Shocked?

You know how they always complain that girls are never satisfied? Well its so true. You can be happy in the moment. But there will always be one thing or another that you need to make yourself happier. Then, once you get it or it happens, you still want more !

For example, I just found this amazing song that I was totally in love with. But I overplayed it, and now I just want another equally amazing song. We take for granted what we have, and we miss it when its gone. I am going to try, once a day, to sit there and think about the things in my life that I am grateful for. Rather than the fact that I didnt get to go to Starbucks today and am stuck with damn powder hot chocolate. You know? At least I have the powder stuff! Its better than nothing! I know its the age old predicament we as females find ourselves in.. but we should just learn to accept what we have as amazing, when it is. And not have to wait until its gone to see it for what it is.

On a side not,my boyfriend flying to Perth tomorrow. I had a long talk with my boyfriend tonight.. and he made a few promises to me. Im really hoping things are going to change, guys. We had previously decided this trip would be a break for us. Im not sure where that stands now. I'll fill you in when I know.. I will however, be sure to keep a close eye on him. I am not just letting this go based on a few words promised in a sweet, loving moment.

I went down to the lake with a good friend of mine, took some pictures and goofed around.. Got my mind off all the bullshit for awhile. It was a kind of therapy for me. I cant wait to leave, clear my head and get some sense knocked into me! Woo Hoo!