Monday, December 14, 2009


He said to me that it isn't that I love him, but it's that I want him.

Can wanting someone make you feel this crappy? I may sound dramatic, but does wanting someone make you want to rip out your own heart and never want to feel again. Does wanting someone make you cry so hard, and your heart hurt so much that you cannot breathe?

When do you know when it's love? Or when it's just desire?

I want to know the difference, before I keep chasing after someone who I think I love, but in the end it's just someone that I want more than I love.

I don't look at love that easy, so what is love and how is it distinguished from the other feelings that I feel? Is love never concrete? And if it's not then how do people say I love you?